went for Mark's performance for the Medicine Society's Production at UCC.

it was kinda funny seeing him sing and dance and perform... and plus he was wearing this funky retro wig on his head that makes him look more like a crazy scientist den a doctor haha...

okie lar, all for the effect =)

he's qt good tho, i wonder why they didnt give him the main lead... but anyway we didnt manage to take photos during the performance itself...

so here's photos from the post-performance hee...






i look so weird! coz u can actually see my real hair behind the wig... -_-'''

den we wanted to go for supper but we had only one car and 7 ppl.
so we did wat i initially tot was impossible. we squeezed all 7 of us into the car. and it was a normal sized car, for ur information.




(note mark's eyeliner, he claims it makes his eyes look nicer haha...)

see how squashed up we are, these photos felt like the clubbing photos we took... haha...

i shd be thankful in tat hustle and tussle, my huge red earrings did not get yank out. =P


my last ever bidding is over. i got all the modules which i wanted, which is good.

i filed for graduation, which is not good.

i'm dreading graduation.

i'm not even feeling apprehensive or unsure or hesitant abt it. i'm DREADING it.

i dunno wat to do, i dunno wat i wan, i'm so scared i'll end up choosing a career tat i dun like.

a career is for life, tat's the scary part.
u may say "juz try lar! dun like ur job den change again LOR!!!"

tat's only true if i like my CAREER but i juz happen not to like the company/job tat i'm working for. see the difference?

if i started out goin into chem engin, and i dun like my first job, i can change jobs, but i'll still end up working in ANOTHER chem engin company. see wat i mean? u're stuck in chem engin, u can change jobs BUT u cant change career. tat's the difference.

i'm only sure of careers i dun wan to be in. but i'm not sure of careers tat i want to be in.

i wan a career tat allows me to work with fun loving ppl, tat allows me to work with children (becoz i adore kids), tat allows me to travel and see new things, tat allows me to be able to interact with ppl and actually communicate and talk (so researcher is a big NO-NO), tat gives me a good enuff pay to sustain a comfortable lifestyle and to support my bro and sis thru Uni.

if u noe of any careers liddat, pls let me noe, coz i haven found one yet.

haix mebbe i'm too fussy, i dunno. and i feel like banging my head against the wall, coz my grades now does not put me in a position where i'm allowed to be fussy.

i think it's my PMS at work. not an excuse, but it juz so happens tat there'll be a time every month where i'm at my lowest, and it always falls around this time of the month. which totally suck.

have u ever suddenly feel so empty and suffocated u actually feel helpless?
and u dun feel like toking abt it coz u dunno how to describe this feeling u're having and u dunno how to pinpoint wat's the prob when frens/bf ask u "wat's wrong?"
u juz feel this way. u juz feel like there's something wrong in ur life but u dunno wat.
u feel like there's something wrong with ur r/s but u dunno wat.
den u feel like smacking urself on the head coz u dunno if there's really something wrong, or if u're juz thinking too much.

times like this, simple snippets of happiness such as being able to find the book i wan off the racks of the library shelves, seemed to not be able to cheer me up as much.
times like this, i juz feel like doing something different fr the usual daily routine, things like scubadiving or parasailing (parasailing is fun!) or juz any sea sports!
times like this, i feel like screaming my head off at myself. RAR!