Was my company's retreat! actually only for Haircare lar, so only had about 100ppl. which is good actually. my company has like thousands of employees, will be pretty crazy if everyone goes on retreat together... -_-''

anyway it's a short 2-day retreat, so where else but Sentosa... arghhhh

dun get me wrong, you guys know that i love Sentosa to bits and pieces. seriously.

BUT company retreat on the same old place is damn freaking boring lar.

even though the programs and food and everything else during the retreat was superb.
becoz, AHEEMMMM, yours truly is on the organising committee! wahahah...

okay crap aside.

our accomodation for 2 days:




a super new hotel, with not even fully developed facilities. but otherwise, their rooms are supa supa supa supa nice cannnnnn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

their bathroom doors are translucent lar! which i personally find very erotic. hahaha... even tho my colleagues keep complaining abt it.

and the nicest thing in this entire hotel is their swimming pools.




wah lao like how nice and serene lar!

no wonder it's called a sanctuary...

anyway on our very first day, we had beach games competition on Palawan Beach. the weather is superb can!!!! in other words, it's blazing hot!

i love it when i go to the beach and it's blazing hot. dont go into the whole tirade of how the sun is bad for my skin, and i'm going to grow old faster and i'm going to have wrinkles yada yada...


so anyway, after our beach games, we had like 3 hours of free and easy time before the dinner and late night party on the beach.

and the bunch of us went to the hotel's rooftop swimming pool!!!! damn freaking nice can!




and a photo with the few singaporeans there haha...




and with the girls...




i know we looked really relaxed and at ease in those photos. but actually we were in misery because we're actually using our arm strength propping ourselves onto that ledge so that our bodies are significantly above the waters so that the photos will look nicer.

and all the while, waiting for our dearest photographer Chris who's slowly sloooowwwwwwlllyyyyyy adjusting the camera to take our photos. -_-'''

haha...

and a photo with the gossip gang! of coz, what's said there and then stays there... hee...




and with dearest Charmaine:




she actually got dragged by me to the pool. coz she didnt have her bikini with her. so in the end the both of us rushed to the nearest bikini shop, grab a bikini and paid for it and ta-da there she is with me by the poolside haha...

anyway the dinner after and the late night party was damnnnnnnn freaking fun lar!!!!!

and thanks Shan Shan!!!!!! even though i'm not sure if you're reading this, haha... but still thanks! i was in charge of the late night party actually, but she and her events company helped me alot lar... dunno what i'll do that night without them...

it was damn fun lar!!!!! i wonder if i'll get the photos, but if i do, i'll blog to show u guys!

a few things actually happened that night, that kinda dampen my spirit alittle. it makes me wonder, why does that always happen to me?

some girls might see it as a good thing, some girls might see it as a compliment, some girls might see it as an indication that they're not losing touch, and some girls might glow in those attention showered onto them.


i see it as a surefire path to spoiling yet another frenship when i shake my head and said "i'm sorry, but i can't".

i wonder if it's the things i say, or the things i do. do they send out certain signals? because if they really do, then i'm sorry, i seriously didnt mean it. i approach each and every with the sole intention of making platonic friendships, and expanding my social circle, and that's all there is to it.

i was talking to 2 frens - a guy and a ger. and both of them said it's my eyes. like what?!?! my eyes have really huge eyebags and large eye circles. -_-'''
but ok lar, if it's really my eyes den next time i'll wear glasses more often.

den i talked to another fren, and he said it's because i'm always cheerful and bubbly and i laugh and smile alot. apparently they haven seen me when i'm pms-ing. hahaha... anyway if it's really that, then seriously i cant do much. coz if i stop smiling altogether, i think i'm going to lose all my frens. -_-''

sianz! now it's kinda awkward. ARGHHHHHHHHH.