After weeks and weeks of working and going out and partying over weekends... (i think i shd stop going clubbing every week -_-''') i officially admit i'm burnt out.

which is why on this lovely lovely friday night (no rain! yays!) i gave up 1 offer fr frens to go clubbing and another offer fr other frens to go for dinner. hahah very guai horzzzzz...

i seldom do that one lor.... so to do tat today, it needed alot of discipline hahahah...

ended up going for teabreak with my colleagues at 4pm today, and then going to the 22nd floor (i work on 19th floor) with them to look at photos and videos (ooooo! that reminds me! i'll load photos for u all to see soon!) of our performance that day. and ended up sitting there chitchatting and doing work. shioks.

left to meet my best fren for dinner, and i bought new shoes! yaysss!
so i reach home at a record early time of 10pm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dammmmnnnn early ritez!!!!!
wah lao i've never reach home before midnight on a friday night lor...

so tonite i managed to:
1) pack my table (u shd see it - it's strewn all over with bank bills and insurance letters and work documents and magazines and my personal and work laptops are both taking too much space on it -_-''')
2) cook supper for myself (wahahhah)
3) watch 1 episode of Gossip Girl and 1 episode of One Tree Hill!
4) Blog!!!
5) And i'm goin to read a book

haha it turned out to be one of the nicest friday evenings (okay nights) i've ever had.
i think sometimes i just need some alone time. and i usually dont realise that until i get burnt out from playing. aiyos.

oh that aside, i was talking to a fren just now about beauty pageants and how i cant believe a certain person actually won because she, by the way, has no inner beauty at all. not only in my opinion, but for as far as i know, in many others' opinions too. and this fren said something along the lines of "beauty pageant ma."

ehhh beauty pageant winners should have both inner and outer beauty, which is why it's called beauty. if u're pretty outside and ugly inside, you're just ugly. -_-'''

okay anyway sorry for the strong opinion towards this, i just cant stand it when one of the worst (and also fake by the way) persons i've ever known in my entire life actually won a pageant. what has become of the significance behind pageants man.

and by the way, u can be everything. smoker, drug addict, two or three or four timer, unfaithful, badtempered, selfish, unfriendly, bimbotic, pretentious, materialistic, inconsiderate. you can be EVERYTHING. everything BUT FAKE. if you cant even be true to yourself, then what else is there left to say of your character?! i'm scared of ppl liddat. u can never know who they really are. which prob explains why i feel so strongly about that person winning a beauty pageant. -_-'''

okay on a cheerier note!!!!

something REALLLLLLYYYYYY goood happened in my life recently and i'm supaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa happy! yes, i know very well how evident that is from my msn nick.

it's a pleasant surprise to me. i told my parents and lester and some close frens and i'm really glad they're all happy for me. =)

and no, i'm not getting engaged.
it's amazing how some frens took a look at my nick and msned me asking if i'm getting engaged hahaha... hello?!?! i just mentioned not long ago that i wanna play. ahahha...

ANYWAYsss!!!!!
i'm going sentosa on Sun! whee!

this is such a bimbotic entry i know. but when i dun feel emotional or upset, i cant write fluently in proper english. what comes out are gibberish like this and singlish.

but it's okay.

I'm off to read an intelligent book now! haha...