okay. usually i dont reply to tags left behind by people who refused to acknowledge their own names (duh!), whether good or bad.

but this.
must be the longest tag i've ever had in the 4 years that i have a blog.

xxx: you are one amazing girl. where do you get so much time and energy to do all these activities and still go out when you've already started work? and you're so happening! you're always going sentosa

xxx: and clubbing and going out with friends. i'm always seeing all these photos on your blog. how did you do that. how can you be so sporty and so outdoors unlike those kind of typical girly girls that i

xxx: dislike... and at the same time be so hot and feminine. i've seen you dance in clubs before; wah lao damn hot. have seen you around school last time, you're always surrounded by people; like damn

xxx: popular. and your facebook profile says you're the nicest person around. no wonder my friends are always saying a lot of guys want to be your boyfriend. not stalking you, don't worry. you're just very

xxx: prominent and popular in nus. still are, i think, even though you start work already. see you around. good luck in your work, girl.

thanks for the nice words, xxx.
you make me sound like a saint. haha.

but i'm sorry to say this. it kinda freak me out because u seemed to be "seeing me" everywhere. seriously, are you stalking me or something!

but still, thanks for the nice words.
and ermm, i dont think "A LOT" of guys want to be my boyfriend. my close male frens will prob puke blood when they see that. haha.
no i'm kidding. bleahx.

as for why i always have so much time and energy to do all the things that i want to do...

"i would like to thank my company, for being such a strong advocate of work-life balance and implementing the best policy ever in history - work-fr-home days. I would like to thank my boss for being so funny and humorous and light-hearted, such that i dont feel any stress at all even though i'm so new at work. i would like to thank my colleagues for being so supportive and always treating me to lunch and really good food; and always accompanying me down for frequent (really freq) teabreaks when i whine that i'm too desk-bound.

i would also like to thank my parents for making me as playful as i am now, that i must constantly be doing something different.

lastly, i would like to thank lester and my frens for always allowing me to drag them everywhere to accompany me to do whatever i want to do."

there, you have it. =P

haha.

okay crap aside.

i'm supa delighted, because i found my favorite font of all times!


yes, it looks the best when it's font size 10. i made this little discovery today when i was bored at work. i'm going to use it for everything possible now. msn, emails, work emails, work communicator. everything! too bad blogger doesnt have this font.

it looks really nice.
it even sounds nice. i like the way it rolls off your tongue. ta-ho-ma.
sounds like some native indian tribe.
hee..

anyways, have you ever had really strong memories (like flashbacks of very specific scenes, or words that people have said to you) that were linked to a certain song? such that, everytime the song is played, those flashbacks come back to you, together with the emotions and feelings that were going through you at that time?

i have. many times.

today i heard "liu xing hua yuan" by F4.
and flashbacks fr then just kept coming back to me.
i remembered the 4-hour phone call we had.
i remembered coming out from the chalet, and sitting outside all quiet and peaceful, only with your voice by my side.
and then, the room next door started playing this song, and it was on repeat mode for the entire 4 hours.
i could remember every single emotion that was running through me at that time; and i could remember every single heart beat drumming through my chest as i listened to your voice.

how saccharin-sweet it is, that feeling of infatuation.
except i dun think it's infatuation. only.
but that is 8 years ago. it totally felt like yesterday, when i was listening to the song.
and what happened to us? we barely talked now.

i know i've said this many a times. but i'm going to say it again. i don't lose friendships, which is why i've always believed in friends forever, as stoopid and childish as it sounds. but i do believe in it. but those few times when i lose friendships (with a guy, that is), it's always this way. and i hate it.

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okay. enough of the emo-ness.
i just came back from a jog, and beside that little small hiccup, i'm feeling really good.

and i love my job! supadupawupa love it.
praying really hard, that this feeling is here to stay, and not just some temporary passe.

tomorrow!!!! my colleagues are celebrating my birthday! in advance! how niceee..
i hope the cake tastes goooood! hahah... =D