Okay finally i've posted all photos since months ago! yes la. i just need to post the YMCA camp photos and i'm done hee...

anyway, this is gonna be an absolutely RANDOM post.

i've always told Les how i cant believe we've been together for near 4 years and YET i've never ever seen him drive before, neither have i even sat in his car before with him as the driver.

coz usually his dad drives the car, and the only time he actually drives is when he drives back hall from home, den his dad will drive the car back home again. so really, i've had the chance of being driven around by him before.

i'm starting to suspect that maybe his driving license is fake (haha!) when one fine day (or evening to be precise), he drove the car to my office to pick me up for dinner! wahahha...




have i ever mentioned i like looking at guys when they drive?! hahah...

2 things that i think guys look absolutely at their best when they're doing:

1) Sports (any kind of sports as long as they're sweating it out hahaha)
2) Driving

hmmm maybe playing music too. but then again, only certain instruments make the guy look really good. namely guitar and drums. but ESPECIALLY drums. =)

and a photo of the boyfriend snoozing away...




i snapped this photo one of the mornings when he stayed over, because i'm wide awake already, and he just absolutely refused to wake up. and i have no idea why he's grabbing his handphone for dear life even in his sleep. hahaha...

but poor guy, he always ends up slping on the floor whenever he comes over to my hse hahah...

and 2 of my dearest female colleagues!



and a sneak preview of how my office roughly looks like. one day i shd take a photo of the pantries and the foosball and dartboard in my office.

yes, i have a foosball and dartboard (and even an OSIM chair) right smack in the middle of my office floor. every day u hear "pak! pak! pak!" and loud cheering noises coming from it. damn noisy lar haha...

anyway that photo is really old, like when i just started work i think. That's Chalene who works in SKII and Jesslyn who works in Gillette. all under P&G lar, in case you dont know. haha...

and THIS! is really beautiful =)



if u look at the top right photo, you can see the secondary rainbow on top of the primary one. =)
it's so nice... and i saw this when i crossed the highway bridge from the MRT station to my house, and it's spread like a huge arc across the entire sky.

I've never seen a larger and more obvious rainbow in my life than this.
and apparently everyone in Singapore saw it too.

sometimes, nature works wonders huh?! =)


I saw a video just now that my friend posted and shared on Facebook, so I shared it on mine too. but somehow was unable to copy the video HTML over to blogger, so here's the link.

http://www.facebook.com/posted.php?id=600236319&share_id=57757769414&post_id=1025083&comments#s57757769414

it's such an inspiring and beautiful video. Watch it and you'll understand what i'm talking about. =)


Last night, i walked past a funeral wake at one of the void decks near my house, and cries and sobs were filling the air.

It just made me wonder how my funeral will be next time. I'm sorry, this is pretty morbid, but i'm sure at some point everyone will wonder, how their funerals will be like, what will ppl say about them at the funeral...

My wake will be decorated in the brightest, cheeriest colours ever, and will remind everyone of the beach once they even go near it. Everyone who attends the wake will receive a sunflower, because sunflowers are my favorite and they're, in my opinion, the happiest flowers. There will be a powerpoint slide telling my life-story and showing photos of the significant moments and the significant people in my life. Loved ones will go up and talk about their fondest memories of me, and how my presence had changed their lives. No one will cry, everyone will leave with a smile on their faces, because they know i will always live on in their hearts.

Of course, this will happen when i'm really really old like 80 plus years old because i'm gonna live a healthy and blessed life hahah =)

there was once, a friend asked me, "Before you were born into this world, if you're standing up in Heaven and God asked you what kind of life you want to be born into, what will you say?"

Will you say, a life full of success and riches, a life where you'll end up with power and authority?
Will you say, a life that's simple and happy, that as long as you're surrounded by your loved ones, nothing else matters?
Will you say, a life where you can have the most positive impact on everyone else's lives?


When i think about the above, i know i can't stay in this corporate world for long. Of course, i liked my present job, i liked the challenges and how it simulates my brain when it comes to analysing. but i don't love it, i just like it that's all. And sometimes when you stand back and you look at everyone around you in the office, when you stand at a side and observe all the people on the MRT in their business attires, I cant help wondering there's no point in all these chasing of deadlines, desperately climbing up the corporate ladder, and trying hard to do the things that will make the higher management happy.

Some of my friends think i am (or will be) a high-flyer, simply because of my starting pay and the company i'm in right now. But i'm not ambitious at all, which is something i've never viewed as a flaw or weakness before. When i look at the higher management in my company, i think "I don't want to be like that". Sure, they're earning big bucks and they're successful, and don't get me wrong, they're really nice people. But still, i don't want to be like that.

When friends ask me what's my ultimate goal, i answer it'll either be in social work or related to outdoor activities. My dream job is a job where i'll feel inner satisfaction doing, where i'll meet different ppl and get to know their lives, where i can make an impact on their lives (i bet my insurance agent friends reading this, will say "then u shd join insurance", ahaha) but no, it'll have to be social work. Or outdoor activities, because i so damn love outdoor =)

But when u put a number to that dream job, suddenly it doesnt work anymore because this world is so realistic. So if you ask me where do i see myself in 5 years, i'll still say "stuck in this corporate world". But at least i have an ideal goal where i want to be, and for this, i'm gonna work freaking hard and earn lotsa money then quit and go into what i want. And of coz, also coz i have so many countries that i want to visit (meaning more $$$ pls!!!!)...